Oh, oh, 30 Rock. I feel much better about any impending day when I get my Lemon on in the morning.
Even so, I find that lately I have to sternly talk myself into showering. (I DO shower eventually, calm down) Good gravy I just HATE the getting ready for society process. It has a lot to do with my poor, sad body image, I know. When I was smaller, I was the queen of scruff. Rarely brushed my hair. Wore little makeup. Picked up clothes off the floor, inspected them for unsightly food stains and went about my business. LIVED MY DAMN LIFE.
I am trying to get back there, in more ways than one. Physically and especially, emotionally. I’m making slow, steady progress and it’s…real nice.